today was a good day! work was pretty slow, which is sooo great and rare to happen on a weekend. i have a good job, i'm so fortunate that it's not as stressful as my last one ^^' i don't think i'm gonna write much tonight just because i am very tired, even though it was slow, it was still a long day >.< i kinda wanna post/rant about my current fixations, but idk if anyone is interested or would interact :( if anyone is interested in hearing about my ideas, please feel free to message me on my cbox on my homepage or click the pink lps to go to my tumblr and message me there!! good night everyone! i hope you're having a great day/night, stay safe, drink water, and i'll see ya'll soon!! xoxo!
today was very pretty! it felt good, it's been cooler cause it's fall!! >w< i had some breakfast tacos for breakfast, it was delicious! :p then i had to go to work, boo!! nah, i'm just playing, work wasn't bad or anything, i just wish i could take a weekend off. i'd really like to, but it's hard for me to ask for time off. it's so much different from my other job, it's scary how professional everything has to be, but i'll just take this as good practice for my future job! :3 my dad grilled outside, dinner was sooo good, there was rice, fajitas, and sausage. ooh, my stomach is rumbling just thinking about it haha! my dog is snoring at the end of my bed rn, she's so cute i love her so much :(( i might make another page dedicated to her..if i have the time, hopefully i can make it happen! her name is paloma, she's a whole 2 years old!! she's a chihuahua and she's literally the light of my life, idk what i'd do without her. i remember when she was a teeny tiny baby and now she's fully grown!! i tried to sign her up to get microchipped (as if she'd run away -_- she's so spoiled) by my local shelter, but i couldn't take her because of work :( i'm keeping an eye out for any more possibilities to get her microchipped that aligns with my schedule, gulp, fingers crossed!! sighhh i'm very tired rn, i think i'm gonna go to bed soon. i'm gonna listen to asmr to go to bed, it's so relaxing. i don't particularly like fast/aggressive asmr, but it's nice to watch as once i'm fully awake ^^' i saw an ai generated asmr short and it made me wanna throw up :( it was so heinous, i never want that kinda content on my feed ever again. sorry for to end this post on a downer, but if it makes anyone feel better, paloma says good night!! have a great start to your day/end of your day, take care of yourself, you deserve it, and i'll see you soon!! mwuah!
I'M FREE FROM THE CLUTCHES OF THE EVIL 8AM CLASS WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but in all seriousness, this was my first day sleeping in a WHILE it felt sooo good to just rot in bed and doze TWT in other news, i had to get my flu shot, which was fine. i'm not scared of needles or anything like that, but it hurt (it still does, er, well actually it's just sore). then i went and got whataburger with my mom (love her!!), it was very good :3 then i did some schoolwork, just trying to catch up and not worry about it later. and then...the Time came DUN DUN DUNNNN (work. i had to clock in T.T) OH MY GOSH HAS ANYBODY SEEN THE INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE PROMO CONTENT OH MY GOSH1!!!!1
i am now going to be very annoying about one of my favorite shows of all time. i am sorry if no one wants this, but i have no one to talk about this with. if you don't want to read, then don't, and i'll see you in the next post!! have a great day/night, take care of yourself, bye-bye!! xoxo
first off, i'd like to preface that yes, i am queer and yes, this show has not left my mind since i watched it back in 2022. i have seen and followed every update with such enthusiasm and amazement at the talent and care that permeates from..well, everything!! i remember watching the first season and i just fell in love with the cast, the attention to detail, the sets, the acting!!!! oh my gosh, i'm so upset that the show, or even the cast, has even been nominated for any type of major award (that i'm aware of). the only thing that comes to mind that's recent is sam reid getting nominated for best supporting actor, i believe? which yes, he is a very talented actor with an amazing presence, but that can be said for literally every actor on this show. jacob anderson's performance is magnetic, i legitamately thought he was from New Orleans when i watched the show for the first time. like i'm from the south, been to new orleans, how is that man british??!! oh. and don't even get me started on assad zaman. let me tell you...there is not an angle of the recent panel he did that has not been released online without my seal of approval. whoever gave him that blender..you're funny asf and i hope both sides of your pillow are cold each and every single night LMAO. i legitimately feel like i have been irrevocably changed as a person because of this show TmT. CLAUDIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AND MADELINE OUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHY COULDN'T THEY LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER AWAY FROM THOSE EVIL GAYS (i in fact, know the exact reason behind claudia's character and why she could not be saved, but that doesn't make me any less sad). if i don't see armand and daniel doing...ykw if you know ON MY SCREEN IN 24K 1080fps I AM GOING TO HURL A LAWSUIT AT AMC THE LIKES OF WHICH HAVE NEVER BEEN WITNESSED BEFORE (for legal reasons, i am joking, this is a joke, do not take me seriously). also, quick side note, why does gabrielle's actress have..the Fuck-Ass Wig T.T like...there's a picture of her and sam standing side by side and they have the same exact color hair why..just why, they had to have been purposefully nicole kidman-ing her, right? like she asked for a wig, and they were just like sure, we don't care. i can't, but ykw? i'm just glad it got renewed! i have never seen the movie or read the books (and never will, please don't try to convince me otherwise!), and i will continue to be annoying about this until the end of time!! in all seriousness, this quality has not been seen since.......ykw i'm not gonna attempt to unpack that show while ranting about another show LMAO!!! sigh, i love being chalant, i love nerding out about my special interests :3 oh!! also!!
end of tangent, we will now return to our regularly scheduled program
i am currently interested in making an asmr version of coraline!! if you're curious about what i mean, search up the bee movie asmr or ogre asmr (nothing weird will pop up, i promise!! ^^') and that's kinda what i wanna do!! it's basically recreating a movie in asmr form, to sum it up! gibi asmr's recent ogre asmr was sooo good, i fall asleep to it like..at least twice a week LMAO! but seriously, i really wanna find time to work on this, but i..do not have the funds or free time to do that :( i'm just thinking of the logistics of it all, and it's not looking good, but i'm still holding out hope that it might be a possibility in the future, or maybe during the summer? again, i'm not sure, but i want to do something that makes me happy again. i would like to create something that makes people happy, or inspires them in some capacity. i've been doing fine, but i feel like..idk i feel a lack of some sort. maybe emotional? i'm trying to get into counseling, but i have to wait for them to contact me and i'm trying to stay positive that some of what i'm dealing with (transition into college, personal stuff, etc.) gets better with time and support. wow, this one was long!! sorry if you weren't expecting all of that, i just like having someplace i can customize and create that's all my own! i really really want to update and improve this website/blog, so i'm hoping that maybe, just maybe, i can see something through :) if you've read this far, thank you so much for reading!! take it easy, maybe stretch or take a nap if you're tired, and remember that you are an amazing human being :3 have a fantastic day/night, and i'll you later!! xoxo